Celebrate

Celebrate

Let's celebrate my disaster

Send out the invites

I'm leaving but I do not know how

I'm holding on but will it make a difference?

I held it all in and finally let it out

But I lost it all now

And I don't think I am going back.

Let's celebrate my disaster

As I go on to something new

Is this my punishment?

Do I really got to go through it?

I said no more again and again.

When all I really wanted is more.

What was I thinking?

Let me celebrate my own disaster

And put on a smile

It may not be real but its a beginning.

I must go now

And not look back

But the truth is I can't